So Very Tired Of Being Alone

I know it’s temporary.  Sort of.  Once he’s trained up he’s still going to have these two/three month TDY bullshit.  I am so very very tired of being alone though, it’s enough, I’ve had enough, I just want to have my husband around.  I think.  It’s not that I don’t want him back, I just feel like our relationship is a ghost of what it was or even supposed to be.  It’s all very well working on us but what’s the point when he’s only here a few weeks and gone longer than he’s around.

I miss my husband.  I miss being part of team awesome.  I miss being part of a team at all.