Ok so yes, putting yourself out there and getting shot down SUCKS HAIRY DONKEY DICK. But you know what? I am fucking proud that I did it, I am fucking proud that I took a chance instead of once again letting life slip me by. It might not have worked out and yeah, when does it ever for me haha, but at least I fucking tried! I didn’t pussy out (too much). I took a chance on a boyfriend, I took a chance on a guy I liked (who I thought liked me to?! But no. Fack) and I am taking chances on making friends. Which is actually panning out, I have new friends and that can always be a good thing. So maybe next time I’m vibing with a guy and I take a chance it will work out. I’d rather be taking these long shots and being turned down than always wondering wondering wondering.
Am also being very immature about ex mexican man. Need to snap out of that