Ohhhh dear. Saw the boyf for a bit for his birthday yesterday and was just having a cuddle and chats and I looked at him while he was talking and thought ‘I love you’. Oh dear. I mean, it is way early and I am not doing the early meaningless I Love You again cause that hasn’t worked out so well before. I don’t think I even do. Yet. I know that I care a lot about him and love being around him, I am totally in love with his mum and dad, they are so nice. I know that we get on so so well and we are really compatible. I know that we hate having to leave each other. I know that there is an excessive amount of potential for love there. But I’m not ready to say it. I think after the summer, if we can survive it, I think then I will be ready. Maybe. Maybe he will say it. I don’t really know about that though cause he has never been in love so he’s not going to know how it feels. I know him though, if he does feel it, I’m pretty sure he would just say it, he’s a really upfront and unabashed person. Which is partly why I lesbians him. Yeah, I definitely lesbians him.