Bitter sweet today, I had planned on making a massive thanksgiving feast for the new house and having a real thanksgiving feast day with everyone sat round the table but yeah, not meant to be.
Instead, lovely toby with lovely moo and lovely lezzer. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I tried reaching out, tried to show that I still in some way have his back. I thought maybe it could be the start of moving forward for us but I think I’m just imagining what isn’t there again. Nearly got in an argument with moo over it which is when I realised that I was being stupid. I’m not risking moo love for disappointment! I just wish it could be better. I long for it.