What do I want?
In my heart of hearts I want to go back, I want to be back with him (of course), to finish this degree, do it well, live my life! America or England? I think this is too big a decision to make in a few days. I think I want to go home.
Yeah, I want to go home. I want to see my mum and my girls, my friends. I want to be in a place I know, I want to make my life work. I don’t want to run away from my problems, that ultimately fixes nothing and I’m not that person, I’m not a coward. Yes if I stayed I would have a very different life.
But I don’t really mind my life